Saya rasa sesiapa yang rajin baca kisah hidup saya mesti tahu saya ada dua orang girlfriends yang mukanya seiras, selalu orang confused, mesti nak cakap mereka ni twin.
Yes, memang sama muka diorang. Dah lah sama comel, ketinggian pun nak lebih kurang je. Saya si gadis tinggi ni terpaksalah kelihatan seperti kakak bila keluar bersama t________t
Antara semua girlfriends saya, saya orang terawal sekali yang menamatkan zaman bujang. Jadi, layanan tu dapatlah special sikit. Hehe lucky me ! Few weeks before I'm getting married, Gg & Zatil came to my house and we had a makan makan to celebrate our friendship. And to spend our very last time together before I'm being someone wife :')
No matter how much we want to deny it, but everyone get the fact that once you are getting married, things are not gonna be the same again as before. Right ?
One of the special treatments that I got as the earliest one to get married ; I have bridemaids ! Baju mereka sama lagi, they bought the same dress together just for my ceremony. Actually, I have prepared the kain for them but long story short, bad things happened and the kain was gone.
I am one lucky girl to have them in my life.
For my ceremony, even it is hold during raya... 7th hari raya if I'm not mistaken, but they were managed to come early. 2 days earlier, I tell you ! During hari raya. Ada ke orang lain nak buat pengorbanan macam ni untuk kawan baik diorang :') Not to mention, Zatil did me a big favour, she sponsored my hand bouquet. From my engagement day, to my solemnization night.
Red and white roses for my engagement day
And lily for my solemnization night.
All are made with love by none other than herself.
Alamak, dah tengok gambar gambar ni jadi mengimbau kenangan pulak. Hehe. Rindunya kenangan tu.
Kemudian, ditakdirkan cuma beberapa bulan selepas saya berkahwin.. Giliran Gg pulak menamatkan zaman bujang. Tapi being a wife, masa saya sungguh terhad untuk beliau. I can't do the exact things she has done for me during my day. Tak payah nak cakaplah, during her engagement day pun I was late ! I can't have a sleepover at her place. I can't do this, I can't do that. Banyak rintangan dan halangannya. I felt bad, of course :(
Even during her ceremony, I can't be there early. I can't be there 2 days earlier. Not even a night earlier. I just arrived at her place in the morning during the day.
Ketika malam pernikahan. Waktu ni saya boleh spend dari pagi sampai ke malam dekat rumah Gg sebab suami pandai membawa diri, pergi melawat kawan beliau dekat area sana. Again, Zatil sponsored hand bouquet untuk Gg. Memang gadis hand bouquet la dia ni.
Malam tu, saya tak boleh tidur sana pun. I have husband. And I need to go back to my family's house as well. I promised her I will come early tomorrow morning. But, I broke my promise. Tsk.
Sampai ketika Gg sedang nak berarak T_T
I should be there sebelum dia bersolek lagi sepatutnya !! Dan tak dapat nak pakai baju sedondon dengan Zatil. We just followed the color theme ; purple.
Kan saya cakap, jodoh itu rahsia Allah. Only a week later, sampai pula jodoh girlfriend saya seorang lagi.
Tak tahu nak cakap betapa gembiranya saya waktu ni. Sebab ini memang tak dijangka jangka. Boleh baca kisah percintaan beliau kat entry sini -> Zatil's E-Day
Tengok, inai kat jari Gg pun masih ada lagi ! Tak sangka kan, tahun lepas mereka jadi pengapit saya. Tahun ni, giliran mereka pulak. Jangan tak tahu, pengapit suami saya pun dah selamat melangsungkan perkahwinan beberapa minggu lepas. Jadi, ada betulnya kot siapa jadi pengapit, nanti cepat bertemu jodoh. Haha :P
Dan cuma tinggal lagi 2 minggu sahaja sebelum Zatil join the club. Dup dap dup dap tak terkata. Eh, saya pulak tumpang debar :P
And, again.. Of course I can't be at her place earlier :( One of the barrier is I'm working on Saturday. Another one, my annual leave is only 2 days left. Yeah, one excuse after another. The ceremony will take place on Saturday evening. So, I will try my best to stay over at her place on Friday night. Husband already gave permission. So girl, I will try my best ok for you.
I know, this is nothing to compare for what have you done for me. I'm feeling really guilty I can't do much for you. I want to be there. I want to help her doing this, doing that. I want to help her putting on her nikah attire. I want to watch her doing her make up. I want to sleep together with her during the night before knowing that after this we can't do that again. I want to have pillow talk with her. It's look like the time is running fast and I feel like we haven't spend too much time for each other lately. And I'm afraid I will lose her once she get married. Forgetting the fact that she already lost me when I'm getting married. I rarely pick up the phone at night. I rarely answer the phone during the weekend. I am one selfish woman.
I'm not always there when she need me yet she's always there everytime, anytime I need her. But, this time I'm NOT going to miss it. Perasaan saya sangat bercampur campur sebenarnya ni. I am very happy for her tapi dalam masa yang sama terasa sedih juga. Haha crazy woman. Emosi lebihlah saya ni. Tak sabar saya nak tunggu hari tu tiba !!
Saya berharap kemanisan sisterhood ini akan berkekalan sampai bila-bila walaupun kesemua kami telah berkahwin. Bergaduh sikit sikit tu biasalah kan, sebenarnya lepas bergaduh kita akan jadi lebih rapat. Saya tak sanggup gadaikan persahabatan yang berbelas tahun ini hanya kerana satu pergaduhan bodoh ;)
p/s wowwwww this is one very LONG entry ! Anyone managed to finish it ? ;D
