im a very bad gf!!

im sorry that im so bad..
im sorry for make u think that im not with u
im sorry for not listening to ur story
im sorry for not be there for u
im sorry for using that laughing icon
im sorry that i make u 'sick' till u wanna puke
im sorry for not calming u down
im sorry im not a good listener
im sorry for making u to listen to my story
and when it's ur turn, im not doing the same
im sorry
i really feel bad
im bad.. very bad..
im sorry that i dont know my words hurt u
that make u think that ur alone
make u think that ur bored
honestly i dont mean it
i never feel it
im always there for u
always there for u to turn on
i feel bad like im never did anything for u..
maybe that's true
i never be there for u all this while
AND IM REALLY SORRY

what are bestfrens for?

*mood : sangat hurt till tears falling down*